who am i kidding?

i'll never have it again
i'll never have that feeling ever again
i'm realizing this now
and it's not settling very well...

It really upsets me that I'm not capable of doing as well as my parents want me to do in college. I hate feeling like a disappointment and letting them down...

i told you i hated you
that was a lie.
i told you i never wanted to see you again
that was a bigger lie.
i told you i don't miss you
that was the biggest lie.
come back, please...

that time of year

flashbacks

"i think he's perfect.
happiness, bright, so bright you shine.
so perfect it was, so perfect i felt."

I'm lost at sea

Don't bother me

I've lost my way

I've lost my way

i moved

to boston. been skating a lot and it's awesome. skated with kids from new york, california, and australia today at some really fun spots. looking forward to this coming school year and having a ton of fun with old and new friends...

this was lame so seeya!

yes...

"I didn't feel like reading that night, so i went downstairs and watched a half-hour-long commercial that advertised an exercise machine. they kept flashing a 1-800 number, so i called it. the woman who picked up the other end of the phone was named michelle. and i told michelle that i was a kid and did not need an exercise machine, but i hoped she was having a good night. that's when michelle hung up on me. and i didn't mind a bit."

this is awesome

at the end of the day

i always end up like this

nostalgia

a year ago from today, everything went downhill

As summer comes to an end

i'd like to have a ton of fun, get ready for college, and have that pretty little lady

The things i would do

for something like this

should be getting better

but it's only getting worse. this song seems to always perfectly describe my situation.

syracuse is cool

i would love to see this band again

ehh

tomorrow

i am laying down guitar tracks for my new band's recordings... fun!

story of my life

from my favorite band ever

Using this thing again

...neat