12:06 am

Rode my bike to the reflection pool downtown
What the fuck is my life about?

I hate myself and I want to die.

There is nothing worse than the look on your mother's face after you say to her, "Mom, I'm not happy anymore. I think I need to go back to therapy".

This semester:

• skipped just as many classes as I've gone to
• failed two exams
• haven't slept nearly enough
• continued to be miserable

I'm starting to question whether or not college is actually where I want to be at this point in time...

Why am i here?

And I laugh out loud
My life is a mess
I have gone too far
In my lifelessness